the time is currently 9:18 am. i've been listening to sophie and charli xcx all morning. listened to charli's brat album for the first time last night and really enjoyed it. my favorite song off of it was von dutch. highly recommend giving it a listen if you live under a contrarian rock like myself and weren't blasting it all summer this year. went to a gay bar and made out with a stranger on friday night. that was fun. then went to a goth club (well, a bunch of people who weren't me went to a goth club) on saturday and had a good time. made some friends, etc. on sunday i was completely drained because i'd stayed up until at least 2am the prior two nights. because of that i took sunday off for the most part.
i think my favorite flavor of monster is the mean bean flavor. it's just kind of like a nice cold vanilla creamy coffee. it's quite enjoyable. i also removed all of the crystal castles off of my playlist. i feel like once you listen to enough of alice glass's solo stuff it's inevitable.
i'm probably going to learn more css and html so i can improve my little web site and make it look a bit nicer. it's currently a bit scuffed, but even that has its charm to it. i haven't been on tumblr in about a month now and honestly, i don't really miss it. i think it just made my mental health worse. i think keeping off of most social media is good for me.
social anxiety has been really getting to us the past few days. we've wanted to shut ourselves off from other people a lot and it's hard to keep reaching out hard to keep going out hard to keep talking to people. we know we have to, but it's still hard.
i said all that shit about social media. i just made a personal bluesky acct lmfaooooo i'm @puck22.bsky.social on bluesky if any of y'all wanna follow me.
the times is 11:24 am. my teachers in my one class are ridiculously incompetent it's annoying. i can't wait to get out of here. i've just been updating the css on my website all class and browsing bluesky. the content is important, but i will loose all respect for you if you say the word "neurospicy" unironically or even ironically. i'm so fucking bored.